Many new things happened in my life: moved to a new place alone,new job, new lift, new social life.....

Surrounding has changed,but my mind? I think it's still the same. Spent four years with same person, feel like there is a huge gap in my life. Jumped from a college student with a boyfriend to a single professional. People have several stages in their life just like having a relationship:meeting up->dating->involved with each other's life->serious relationship->marriage / break up... It was sad that it took four years to realize we are not for each other.Feeling lost and upset...what can I do? I want to be sad, look up and move on.Can I do it? I hope so...

話說從頭,昨天晚上十點左右我從Fallowfield撘車要到Whitworth Park宿舍區因為上車車站那邊很多家賣pizza.kebab的店,有台休旅車就硬生生停在站牌旁邊擋住公車道,因為那條路除了公車道就是另外一線道而已,司機就請車主移車,那個巴基斯坦車主從pizza店走出來就很不客氣的跟司機說"my pizza will be ready in 10 mins,you just wait for 10 mins"那司機應該是東歐來的,就用腔調很濃的英文跟他說"so many space,you have nice car,just move it to the space.everybody happy"那人就開始嘲笑司機說"...you cannot speak English,illegal working here.you don't have passport!"我實在看不下去也不想等(我當時位置是在司機跟那混帳之間,我正好要付錢買票),仗著車上人還不少我就開口跟他說"he's being nice and friendly to you,he could just call the cops to move your car and give you fine.why are you so rude?"他就回我一句"chink bitch,don't have passport too"這下惹火老娘了,決定把我畢生所學英文都拿出來用,我就笑笑的跟他說"have you been to school?poor kid,your family must be too poor to send you to primary school.there's not only one country in Asia"看他臉色不爽我就追加幾句"Hahahaha,that's the best joke I have heard ever,a color is being racial to an European.""You got passport is because of your parents were being labours here.Now the way you pay back is being racial to others.HOW FUNNY AND IRONIC!!"然後又微笑了一下"if you need money to go to school.I don't mind donate you couple pounds."(看起來很長的一段話,當你在暴怒狀態下,應該不到1.5分鐘就講完了)後來其他車上的人站出來說話要他快點移車不然砸爛它.他看越來越多人不爽之後就把車開走了.真是他X的巴基斯坦死小孩.我並沒有種族歧視,只是到目前為止我還真沒遇過讓人家喜歡的小巴,難怪對岸同胞都叫他們阿差....人品是個差..有護照很了不起啊?還不是先人當勞工換來的,之前爸媽移民來一定也有遇過被英國人歧視的,現在有護照就換他歧視別人了..真是白癡智障又白目 我平常是很溫文儒雅的氣質路線.要不是他真的惹火我.我是不會這樣跟人家正面衝突的,不過整個conversation我也沒用髒字啦.後來想想真後悔沒加個Peki...